| Yay for being married for one week today!!!!
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| IN TWO WEEKS FROM TOMORROW, I'M GETTING
MARRIED!
I WILL BE MRS. HILARY MADDOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| So, I'm just waiting on Lee to get home from work.. Kinda bummed out.. I have been looking at facebook and stuff, and there's been like 10 girls get married. some younger than me. kinda depressing. I mean, I know what we're going to get married, but it's just kind of a downer to see these people's wedding pics and the beautiful things with the weddings.. I dunno... I guess it just kinda sucked to see all of these people that I went to school with happily married and the wedding pics and everything.. I love Lee so much, and stuff has been hard lately. With money, not us; we're fantastic as always. I have just had my hopes up and the thing is, I should do a small wedding so it won't be stressful and such, but I just want to atleast have some decent pics of our magic day. I don't even know if we're going to get to have a honeymoon unless I do the small wedding that includes it, because the groom's parents are supposed to pay for the honeymoon and bride's parents pay for the wedding, but I don't know if his will. I saw a pic of a girl's wedding w/ a guy I went to school w/ and it was just like what I had wanted to have, but I know it's not a reality. I'm just kinda down I guess.. Lee always tells me not to worry and that everything will be okay, and I know it will, but I have always been a worrier, and it's hard for me to just not worry.. ya know? I'm trying to lose atleast 20-30 pounds... we'll see how that goes. I dunno, I just feel like I'm in a rut. I don't really know how to get out of it. I just wanna cry. I shouldn't have seen those pics and stuff... okay, now i'm going to attempt to change the subject.. I have been e-mailing Angie, Lee's sister and his mom. His mom learned how to e-mail so she could e-mail me. It's been a lot of fun. His family is wonderful. I'm so extremely fortunate to have found Lee. he is the love of my life and I will spend the rest of my life w/ him. There is no question about that. God brought us together for a reason. He knew that we were meant to be. I'm so thankful. I should probably go..
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Never take somebody for granted, and never hesitate
to seize
the moment to tell somebody that you love them,
because
they could be dead the next day.
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